Fee-Fi-Fo-Fum

This idiot was too lazy to begun. Yup. Typical Fink behavior. Got it in my head to get going then thought it would be permissible to start later. Now it’s the day that I was going to post my first drawing and start of a game I’m building and I’ve got nothing. I haven’t picked up a pencil or opened Unity in days. Nothing really funny to say about that. Anyway, just like the last election, I’m not surprised, just disappointed.

It's too easy to fall into bad habits and do that human, or at least Fink, thing to seek comfort in getting mad and judgmental at other people for similar behavior to feel better. It’s the fast food of life. Quick, easy, always there and I don’t have to think about it. In the moment, I feel better and afterwards like garbage. I keep getting in my own way and stopping that is going to be harder, I think, than anything else I want to attempt.

I was going to fake it. Put up old stuff and say, “See! I’ve started!”, Then scramble to catch up. But there’s no point in being a phony anymore. Part of the reason I’m doing this is to be honest and to show, or at least keep track of, what I’m going through. I’m a real human-interest story. It’s just that no human is interested, yet. Anyway, maybe this next week will yield better results. Or maybe I’ll have another coffee with rum and coffee liqueur. Until next time!